The longest day ever.

Could it all have been a dream? Is it morning already? Have I really wasted all this time? Where is everybody? Is it even possible to carry on?

Do I just go and fish now? Do I try to forget? Do I try to remember? What about the others? It was all so amazing. Is it over?

I'm paralyzed by fear. I'm scared of being wrong. I'm scared of what just happened. Could they come after me next? I don't belong anywhere right now. I don't know who to trust.

Does any of this matter anymore?

What do I do now?