Thursday, July 10, 2003

So, in thinking about the prospect of becoming a father, I've gone through many of the thought processes that I imagine many soon-to-be fathers have. Will I be a good example? How will I discipline? What will I teach my children about life? They make for interesting mental gymnastics, but I'm fairly convinced that that is the extent of their value. The truth is, I don't know exactly how I will handle situation A or problem B. It's great to think about them in the abstract - when circumstances are different and I actually have time to sit and think about such things. I think, at least, I'm ready for the change that is sure to occur. That is, I'm ready for any change...not just some potential change I have built up in my head. Then again, I probably have no idea for what I'm saying and am completely unprepared for what will happen. Whatever the case, I'm excited and nervous. It's like auditioning for a movie role. I hope I'm good enough to play the part.

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